Recent events have inspired me to return to this lj. I have another, purely for my sims 2 stories. I wanted to keep that pretty clean in terms of content, so rather than post there about personal events and rants, I figured, why not jump back on this train. Of course, now I'm going to have OCD about how my journal looks, but that takes time.

BTW, my friends list is prolly a bit defunct about now. So, if you still exist and this post appears in your friends page, and you're still alive, I'd appreciate a comment.

Thank ya very much

I am currently sitting in my room doing nothing. Last night, a friend of mine was going to have a birthday party for himself, but I didn't go. A friend of mine called us (my friends Carmen, Laura and I) and told us that alcohol could be seen, but found no one around. They ended up going back to their dorms. Bout half hour later, Carmen went herself to check it out. She could smell alcohol, but was also unable to find any signs of life. Hmmm............where the fuck did everybody go?

Ended up watching 40 year old virgin in Laura's room, but then we all fell asleep. So, at 5am, Carmen and I came back to my room, and went to sleep. Doesn't this sound like a really festive evening? I'm hoping that tonight's a bit better, but since its the long weekend, and everyone left, I don't have high expectations. We'll see...

I haven't been here in months, as you can tell. i really only got into doing lj because of a friend. I really shouldn't be doing anything but reading for psych class, but i am a total procrastinator. i wanna try to get back into this, so we'll see what happens in the next week. i'll get into more details as time goes on, but for now, i'll bid you adieu, as i need to read some more before going to bed. but, i might get a panini first, since i'm craving one.

p.s. i'll work on the pic thing. i've just been really into facebook, which can be addicting.

I just had the scariest dream ive ever had.

I fell asleep around 5:30 today, cuz i was laying down on the couch, when i should have been working. anyway, the dream starts with my father dropping me off at some big ass mall to meet my older sister Jessica. I go into the store and wait where we're supposed to meet. When she doesnt show, I decide to go back to the car, but I dont really remember where it was parked, but I do find it relatively quickly. I see my father and sister getting in and getting ready to drive away, so i run to the car screaming, "Dad! Dad!" I even start screaming his name, "Jose Rivera! Jose Rivera!" He starts to drive away, but I see that Ariel's laughing, so I know they see me. Dad's just playing a joke a me. I get in and we drive away.
Then, we're on some highway ive never seen before, and its really high, but i see some construction tower or sumthing that I recognize, so i say, "now, i know where we are." Meanwhile, dad is fucking with Ariel. I think he keeps tickling her or sumthing, but im not sure. I am pretty sure that he was drunk thou, at least it felt like that. We go up this huge ramp, and my dad's driving pretty fast, so we go up and off the ramp into the air. The problem is that you're aupposed to turn left and we were going straight, so we could see that we were gonna fall off the ramp. For some reason, I saw a hand reach out of the window to try to get the ramp. I immediately close my eyes, but I can hear my father say, "I'm sorry guys." I ask if we are going to die, and he says yes. I didnt want to open my eyes and see were we were falling, but all I could think to say was, "I love you guys." Then i waiting to die, but it didnt come and I waited until all of a sudden, i woke up.

What made it scary was that it felt so real. I really thought that i was gonna die. I didnt realize it was a dream until I woke up. I thought of all the things I didnt do, the life I would never get to have, etc. What makes it worse is that I would have died at the hands of my own father. This thought really bothers me, it really really bothers me. It took me a good twenty minutes to fully calm down, and now I really dont want to go back to sleep.

Well, i just flew in from ten days in Japan and boy are my arms tired

Details soon to come.....................

I spent my four day weekend completing E4 of aspects, and I never have to go upstate again. I never hated it, actually liked it. I will miss it a bit.

Other than that, there is nothing more of my life to tell. Other than that my oldest friend got into Brandeis with a full scholarship.

And........................

While at aspects.........................

I sorta kinda.........................

Developed a .......................


crush..........................

here we go yet again.

I'm gonna make this really quick, since I have homework to do. I didn't have a Valentine, and I never have. Hopefully, one day I will, but let's not dwell on the depressing.

However, I did get something else yesterday that I think is just as fabulous as a gift from an admirer. First off, I got a third piercing the rim of my left ear. Also..............................

I got my right eyebrow pierced.

I think it looks so cute!! I know that sounds cheesy, esp when talking about piercings, but I think it really suits me. I'm gonna try to get a pic of me with it online soon, if you wanna see it. Who knew that a quiet introvert like me would do this? Sometimes, you gotta keep people on their toes. I'm already getting looks from people on the train and bus, and I happen to like the attention.

Well, back to work I go. I hope everyone smiled at least once yesterday, as I know that the love of a father is more than enough to receive on the day that celebrates love.

(BTW, my father came with me to get the piercings. Is that not the coolest dad in the world?)

I havent updated in almost a month, but to be perfectly honest, there really hasnt been anything new. I didnt do nething over winter break, but get sick and pass it on to my friends when i got back and got sick again, so i had to miss a day of school. I have midterms next week. Psych and Spanish arent that big, but i need to do well in Physics and math, or ill get a bad semester grade. AARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

My sister got her tongue pierced. I dont really care, but my dad doesnt kno and he might kill her when he does. THe only perk is that when he does find out, he'll have to let me get my eyebrow pierced. yay.